September 13, 2005

  • will i make it?

    disconnect me
    from my past
    from my failures
    from my mistakes

    from my flaws

    when does the light shine?
    wait, i know the answer to that one

    lost appetite
    that feeling in your chest
    always thinking
    too much
    the way you feel when you're about to lose it


    consumed
    extreme frustration
    sadness
    oh, anger, definitely anger
    i like to say it's justified
    maybe it's not

    as time passes
    i can feel myself getting weaker
    so i should start to feel
    Him getting stronger

    right?

    what is the problem with rowan?
    what's the problem with this world?
    i hate it

    don't get bitter
    don't get bitter
    you know what happens with bitterness
    you shouldn't mess with that

    can i just let myself be..


                                       ..me.

    never enough

    how dare i mope
    or complain?
    church reinforced that last sunday

    being selfish is easy
    being selfless is hard
    especially when it really matters

    being human
    makes things kinda hard

    this day too will pass
    yes, this day too
    of all days

Comments (8)

  • For every storm, With God, there's a rainbow waiting.

  • happy birthday rowan!! i'm so glad that i ran into u. great timing! hehe. hope u have a better rest of the day. ttyl =)

  • haaaaaaaaaaaaappppy birrthday ROW!!!

  • Faith Hope and Love, Grace, Peace, Holy - Spirit, Redemption, Atonement, Reconciliation, Empowerment, Faithfullness, Salvation, Ransom, New, Life, Truth, Righteousness, Just, Gospel, Jesus

    These are the Big Words

    you are Free

    Grace

  • in the end, it just comes down to how we lean? Do we lean on me or Him?

  • Part of owning up to the mistakes you've made in the past involves being man enough to endure the consequences of your actions.

  • i agree. expression of human feelings and frustrations does not, however, constitute not being a man, nor does it constitute not owning up to one's mistakes.

  • happy belated birthday kuya rowan!!!!!

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