How do I find my worth and significance in Christ? I constantly look to other things in my life to find validation, and when I do this I never end up in a good place because I'm never good enough in my eyes. Still I know that I should be finding my worth and significane in Christ- I tell this to people all the time when I give counsel and advice. Yet I have such a hard time doing this myself, practically. I feel that, if I can only learn how to do this, then many of the draining battles that I fight in my mind on a daily basis will finally stop.
Father, what a child I am. I have looked back on the years of training and journaling, and I feel like I've taken so many steps back. I have a lot of needs today, which I know are very valid. Will you please meet them appropriately? Will you please help me to let go of the things that hold me, will you please satisfy my soul and make me whole.. I know I haven't really, really talked to You in a while. I'm sorry for how selfish, weak, and even proud I've been. My mind is drained and I'm so weary, and tired. I don't see an end in sight, but I now lay my life at Your feet once again- please ignore (and destroy) the stubborn part of my flesh that is resisting.
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